My good girlfriend just introduced me to this Buddhist chant. I have done Hindu chants/mantras, so I already know the science and philosophy behind them. And yeah they do work. It’s all about the sound as sound is the fundamental thing in the universe. It permeates your being, your chakras, subconscious, and essence and transforms your life. She gave an example on how this chant has helped her numerous times. When she first moved out to Los Angeles, she moved in with her boyfriend. That didn’t work out so she needed to live elsewhere. Well thru chanting, she eventually got a good place with another girl (which actually is my friend from college). Then her job came next, and her current employer, Honda, found her…so she didn’t even need to apply to them. And now she has a great new car when before she had to ride the bus for hours to get around. Really it’s an inspiring story.
I believe everything happens for a reason and the fact that she gave this to me especially at this point in my life where I’m seeking change is quite significant. And I found this chant on youtube with Tina Turner doing it. And boy was I blown away. I felt tingling on my body. Then when I finally did it myself, I felt its power. There’s definitely a divine energy within those sounds. Here’s a nice video chant of NAM MYOHO RENGE KYO.
I won’t lie…but job hunting is exhausting. And not only exhausting but worrisome. My mind is going a thousand miles per hour thinking about how I am going to support myself, paying all my bills and rent. I currently have a job but it’s only part time and I barely make it by. I’ve been trying to get back into the entertainment industry, but honestly, it’s been tough. So I swallowed my pride and got back into the food service industry. And man, let me tell you that here in Los Angeles, the food industry is cut-throat as well! I was talking to this girl and she told me that she’s a waitress in Santa Monica and over 200 people applied to the job. Good lord! Sure I was naive but I didn’t think getting a job as a server was going to be like getting a job as a writer’s assistant (which I sincerely want by the way). Anyway, I’ve been replying to ads on the web, sending my resume, passing my resume to friends, and even reaching out to my professional contacts. I feel like I’m in some sort of cat-and-mouse game, but I’m not even the cat…I’m the cheese. The cheese that just sits there waiting to be picked up by someone and finally getting the recognition I deserve. I understand that I have picked a non-traditional path of entertainment and writing and that I knew that I would have to go through this at some point. Thus, I am keeping my chin up and thank the Universe that I am still able to LIVE. Yes, live. I am alive and healthy and well. I am not by any means depressed as I stay active and productive, finding as much possible opportunities out there. Okay but if I’m really honest what I really want is to really start my career. It’s good and all that I can work a restaurant job but it’s not my passion. I WANT A JOB THAT IS MY PASSION. I WANT TO GET PAID BY DOING MY PASSION. Is that so much to ask, dear God? I am optimistic and positive about the situation. I know in essence that everything will be ok…that I just simply am okay. I just want meaning back into my life and to be doing something that I love to do and that impacts people at the same time. So, I ask you now and forever, to show me the way. I need guidance…I need a SIGN. All I want is that opportunity that will take me to the next level and to make me a better human being. I promise you I will do my very best at whatever that is and serve towards the betterment of society while at it.
